Saturday, September 11, 2004
*nurul
things haf been damn dizzifying.
mixed emotions bout a lot of things.
and things took a huge nosedive today and yesterday.
rahh. sigh. we almost had a timeout.
and its not even because of us. sigh.
whoever said that life is predictable shoud be
SHOT SHOT SHOT. *bang bang bang*
cuz i realise how my life never has any guarantees.
not even one.
the feeling is awful.
dreadfullyyy awful.
just when things was looking up. it has to fall flat on my face again.
i never intended to do anything. i swear i din mean to do anything. i never in my life ever wanted to be a wedge between anybody for that matter. god forbid. i never even thought of it before. sigh.
-ROARS. why does life have to be so fcuking complicated? everywhere i turn, i walk into a wall. LEAST expected INVISIBLE walls.
[[do not read the rest below. its just angsty lil`nurul being angsty and spouting rubbish dat she never ever meant to sae. but she's just so fcuking frustrated]]-GROWLS. so fcuking frustrated. is it ever gonna be smooth sailing for us? tskkk. just when we're both so damn happy together. tooting problems come in. LEAST EXPECTED FCUKING PROBLEMS. OH DUN MIND ME. I'M ROTTING AWAY -ROARRRRRRRRRRRS.
-stomps off. rahhh.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
*nurul
phew. feeling so damn WHACKEDDDD now. =/ tiredtiredtiredtired. exhaustion. haha. -growllls.
went out wif di todayy. (: had a great time wif her. took neos as usual.-grins. went shopping as we killed time to watch cinderella story at 5ish.
i made the biggest, humongous, titanic, gargantuan mistake in choosing our seats. of all places, i took the couple seats. GODDDDD. the agony. of being in between two couples. i just wanted to punch dem. HAHA. nahh. i'm not so violent. heh. maybe only thot of kicking dem. HAH! it just reminded me of how lil`meanie's so damn busy this week. how ta spend time. dangg. aniwaeeeees, when the movie ended, di scared me by bursting into tears. thats the second time already gurlieeee. i think it was the added factor of sitting between two lovey dovey couples and the sweet movie. haha. anyway after we came out of the theatre, we felt so damn depressed. actually i dont noe why i should feel depressed. =/ LOL.
realised of how di is very very very important to me. without her. i think i dunnoo how i do alot of things. we've been doing everything together. when i'm angsty, i go to her. when i'm depressed, i go to her. when i need support, i go to her. when i'm hungry! i go to her. even if its a simple lunch somewhere near, she'll go wif me. hahaha. been seeing her face every single dae. even when we dun go to sch. even early in the morning, i'll hear her voice. she has inofficially become my siamese twin. cannot be separated from me. heh. even mdm yap has realised dat. if di's not dere, you dun see me. if di's dere, you'll see me right behind or somewhere. (: because of today, i realise how much she means to me. and i've learnt to treasure her even more.
shoutout to di!
its good to hear dat i made you feel better. nono. correction. its GREAT. cuz noeing dat you feel better has to be the utmost importance. (: and no probbbs babe. wad are besties for? remember dat no matter wad. you'll still have me to fall back on. and heyyy. i really lurfe you too chica. but pls. when i'm offering you a shoulder or a hug. pls dun cry. hahaha. its supposed to stop your tears or make you feel better. not make you cry summore!!! -scratches head. haha. hilarious la you. i had a great day wif you today. -hugggggs!
anywayyyyys,
give me a B!
give me an E!
give me a S!
give me a T!
give me an I!
given me an E!
wad do you getttt?!!!!!!
-hollllers! BESTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-grins. i have two very special people in my life. and i couldnt ask for more. (:
[[-lovin`it-*\\
Sunday, September 05, 2004
*nurul
its stories like this dat never fail to amaze me. (:
Scene took place on a BA flight betweenJohannesburg and London. A white woman,about 50 years old, was seated next to a blackman. Obviously disturbed by this, she called theair Hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," thehostess asked. "You obviously do not see itthen?" she responded. "You placed me next toa black man. I do not agree to sit next tosomeone from such a repugnant group. Giveme an alternative seat." "Be calm please," thehostess replied. "Almost all the places on thisflight are taken. I will go to see if another placeis available." The Hostess went away and thencame back a few minutes later. "Madam, just asI thought, there are no other available seats inthe economy class. I spoke to the captain andhe informed me that there is also a seat in thebusiness class. All the same, we still have oneplace in the first class." Before the womancould say anything, the hostess continued: "It isnot usual for our company to permit someonefrom the economy class to sit in the first class.However, given the circumstances, the Captainfeels that it would be scandalous to makesomeone sit next to someone so disgusting."She turned to the black guy, andsaid, "Therefore, Sir, if you would like to, pleasecollect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you infirst class." At that moment, the otherpassengers who were shocked by what theyhad just witnessed stood up and applauded.
>> BOYCOTT. PLEASE SEND THIS MESSAGE TO ANYONE YOU KNOW >>>> Scene took place on a BA flight between Johannesburg and London. A white woman, about 50 years old, was seated next to a black man. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air Hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also a seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued: "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances, the Captain feels that it would be scandalous to make someone sit next to someone so disgusting." She turned to the black guy, and said, "Therefore, Sir, if you would like to, please collect your hand luggage, a seat awaits you in first class." At that moment, the other passengers who were shocked by what they had just witnessed stood up and applauded.
its stories like these dat bring tears to my eyes.
*nurul
- the terror that hit madrid 11 march. where the trains were blasted killing 191 lives.
- the recent russian school siege. involving so much kids. i just cant imagine the pyschological trauma they are gonna face for the rest of their lives.
- the highly publicised 9-11 terror.
and yada yada yada...
there simply has been too many blood carnages like this around the world. sigh.
innocent people losing their lives.
=/